Hitting Bottom, Willing Direction
I've been taking it all upon myself
Hurting myself for wrongs not mine
wrongs perhaps no ones, belonging to none, blame misplaced, unneeded
While pain still lingers, hurt seems to lessen
I still dream of you often, long for your embrace
Yet perhaps I'm letting this take me to a dark and lonely place
The weight of all my weakness, like a chain holding me down
I need to trust in you to take them, to lift me from this ground.
I though I knew my path
I thought I knew my way
Figured I could do it on my own
that I didn't need you to stay
I turned away from what I once knew
Left it all in the dust
Turned my back on you while still you loved me
Now I'm trying to earn back my own trust
I know now what I need to do, my only question is how?
How can I turn this around when I've done you so much wrong?
You love me no matter what I do, a concept that astounds me
This love I need to trust again to carry me and guide me
-Mitchell L.Clark
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