Monday, July 29, 2013

Short and Simple

 
 
Though my eyes are blind to see you,
I know that you are there.
 
-Mitchell L.Clark

Falling in the Dark

     Again, not the most positive poem. I wrote this one day a while ago when I was having a really hard time with one of my friends.

Falling in the dark
Falling from the light
Forgetting who I am
This dark is binding
 
Save me from this cage
Break me out today
I do not have the will to stay
 
My life is falling down
Quiet becomes a sound
I'm beginning to lose myself
 
I had the light before
I can't hold on anymore
 
Beauty is now a mess
Now all I have is less
 
I'm falling in the dark
Forgetting who I am
I've lost myself again
The other side of me is raging
 
Please pick me up again
You said you were my friend
or was it just another dream?
 
I'm sorry I'm not who
you think I ought to be
Why can't you understand?
 
I've done it all before
Now I'm lying on the floor
When will this torture end?
 
 I've tried and tried again
to be the best I can
I guess it wasn't good enough
 
Because there you go again
I thought you were my friend
 
Your knife is in my back
I give you some more slack
Then there you are again
 
I try and try to change
myself I rearrange
Yet for you it is the same
 
Can you just take me,
break me, just toss me over your head?
 
I don't want to live this lie anymore
Just throw me out and slam the door
 
It's you that caused me pain
to you went all the gain
 
Yet I continue to let you play me
 
There's selfish in your bones
I've lost all the love I've known
 
I've fallen to my knees
been begging you please
but you turn your head away
Play me a fool for one more day
 
Take me up, break me down
Throw my love for you around
 
Because you do not care
This friendship isn't fair
Yet still I ask you please...
 
-Mitchell L.Clark

Throw Me in this Broken Stream

Ok, first off, this poem is a little depressing, so I apologize for that, but when I write poems like this it helps me vent and feel better. Also, I wrote this about three months ago, so sometime in April or something.

Feeling you slowly slip away
I wish I could hold you close today
You just don't understand me
Can we make it how it used to be?
 
You had your arms around me
said "baby we were meant to be"
Oh wait, that was just a dream
Just throw me in this broken stream
 
Hurry, watch me wash away
before my heart's walls give way
I guess it was too good to be true
my life is now a deeper blue
 
I try to turn and run away
But I can't push you out of my life today
I need, I need to hold you near
to hear your voice, so sweet so dear
 
But no, I know, it cannot be
Just throw me in this broken stream
Just watch me slowly drift away
Our friendship truly died today
 
The end I feared and tried to hide
Now hitting me like an oceans' tide...
 
-Mitchell L.Clark

Imprisoned Before Freedom

For so long I sat in darkness
too long I only knew wrong
(I) felt careless, hopeless, heartless
With no right or beautiful song
 
I was taken, shackled, broken
I was tossed, tortured, thrown
I felt need to be woken
But no one understood my groan
 
I saw the light, I tasted it
For a moment I was set free
But again I fell into the pit
Before the light returned to me
 
Forever I will owe you, the freedom you gave me
For through your grace and love, your light has set me free
 
 
-Mitchell L.Clark

Lets start this off positive, shall we?

     I wrote this poem one day last year while I was bored in school. Don't know what class I was in, but hey, that don't matter right?
This poem is dedicated to my best friend, Savior, and Redeemer, Jesus Christ.
 

Lift Me From the Ground

 
You're one whose always loved me
Held me down when hard winds blew
You gave me comfort in the darkness
Lifted me up when I felt blue
 
Gave me strength in my weakness
Helped me up when I fell down
Never once left me missing
I feel your love all around
 
You've led me on my way
On a road that is new
I'm not lost when You've found me
I am strong when I'm with you
 
You're the one who has saved me
From the darkness in myself
took me up and raised me
how could I ask for anything else?
 
-Mitchell L.Clark